life lately

life is getting hard lately but I think it would be fine, I'll be back to college next week and its reallyyyyy what I need rn, being at home makes me sick and I'm so tired of seeing my sister 24/7 

ALSO I have a class with this guy who used to be my crush (my FIRST crush in 18 years can y'all believe thaaaat)  I don't like him anymore but I'm still a bit nervous bc we don't talk that much and will have this class together so Im gonna see him at least twice a week (again) BUT this time its just us so idkk

nothing happen between us but he acted weird (not in a bad way ig) we made eye contact like all the time and he like the same stuff as me so idk although I know he never liked me that way but it was exciting.

I'm more nervous about this new semester tbh I hope it dosent hit me hard 

I'll see my friends so that's good thing!!

(my schedule sucks btw)