JOEY VALENCE & BRAE CONCERT!!! + Rambles

I'm going to see Joey Valence & Brae live today!! I'm going with my friend and their sister, I'm leaving in a few hours and I'm so hyped, I'll probably edit and update this post when I get home from the concert.

Next week is my birthday which means I can drink, yippee. I've already had so many very shitty experiences with alcohol (Only one experience actually involved me consuming it) so I'm very hesitant on drinking, but I still wanna try it. The thing is, I only really like sweet drinks if I were to drink anything, alcoholic or not (but yes of course I still drink water, I'd be dead if I didn't. Ever drank really cold water at 3AM? It hits hard), so I'm scared I'm not gonna find a drink I like. It honestly doesn't matter that much to me, if I don't like drinking then that's just it, I don't like drinking, honestly I'd rather just have a Pepsi anyway.

My PS4 controller broke :(
It keeps flashing white and everything I do to try to fix it wont work, it wont even connect to my PS4 anymore. I've been trying to play Bomb Rush Cyberfunk but playing with a mouse and keyboard is so ass, I'll either just get another used controller (if only gamer's choice was still open >:( ) or try to fiddle with it more to see if I can do something. My friend offered to lend me their controller until I can get mine working again or get a new one, but I'm really bad at accepting gifts/offers like that. Idk why, but I have this overwhelming sense of guilt whenever someone offers me something or tries to give me something. Of course I appreciate it and I'm so grateful. but actually taking said gift makes me feel shitty, and I have no idea why.

Anyways, maybe I'll just get one of those generic logitech controllers for now so I can at least play bomb rush cyberfunk without getting my fingers all tangled up.