2/5 Another day on the internet!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH (metal scream)!!!!!!!!!!!!!(ꏿwꏿ;)

another day im spending doing.... nothing!!!(YIPPIE)today i woke up at 6pm, SOME PEOPLE (you know who you are) say that its bad and that im cooked for it... cant a girl have some freedom?!?!?! first thing i did after opening my eyes and looking around my dark and wasted room was answer all of the little people living on my phone. i saw a human for the first time in 3 days today(∩ ⌣̀_⌣́) (ugh!) now i write my blog until all my friends hop online! i actually really enjoy writing this!! (am i a yapper?!?) i sometimes write on twitter but it doesnt allow me to yap to this extent! (fuck twitter) since i dont talk to anyone about my day to day this is a nice way to get what im thinking off of me! i wish i had more friends here to interact with! if you see this blog maybe leave a comment. and perhaphs youll fall in love with me(∗ᵒ̶̶̷̀ω˂̶́∗)੭₎₎̊₊♡!!! 

after a little bit of watching youtube my friend got online and we played some league!! (fuck my life) i love talking to him, we've been friends since forever. i hope he knows how much i appreciate his company ρ(´-＿-｀●). he always makes my day better! im waiting for my other friends to get online so i can talk to them too. i also have an appointment at a clinic today meaning i have to go outside ( ✿˃̣̣̥᷄⌓˂̣̣̥᷅ ) (BLUGHH!!!) having to make myself look presentable for the public is such a pain.

 i watched some youtube for a bit and my friends still weren't able to get on. im pretty sleepy so ill take a nap before my HRT appointment (ｏ´・ε・｀ｏ).  

i ended up not going. i really didnt feel like getting ready and going outside. i rescheduled for a later day. sometimes i get dissapointed in myself for not even doing simple things like showing up to an appointment but  i dont like being hard on myself so i usually get over it really quickly, its my life im living so i shouldnt be the one putting myself down.

Today's mood was.... (drumrull) HAPPY!!!!!!ᕕ(︶‿︶)ᕗ

the song for today was....moonlight shadow!