Just a little ramble

I've always wanted to have a singing career no matter if its as a solo artist or as a group, it's just that I'm fucking shy. I have social anxiety and I think it affects how confident I feel when performing. I used to attend school singing competitions every year. Everyone else always says that I sound like an angel but I've always been insecure about my voice. This insecurity grew as the years went by and now I'm absolutely terrified to perform even in front of my own family and friends.

Being in the hospital made me think a lot about my past and this small dream to be somebody saw the light of day again. 

I don't really know what the purpose of this was but it's good to get this burden out of my head.