What is left?

I recently lost one of the teachers I was really close with. I really loved that lady with all my heart so hearing the news was really devastating I took it really hard. None of my closest friends reached out to me at all I mean I even had people who I barely spoke to reach out but not a single one of them even asked me if I was okay It was horrible it felt like the people I have idolized for so long couldn't give a shit I mean it would've took two seconds to text me I mean they had time to text the gc and relay the message of her passing and even post their condolences so why did they not shoot a simple "are you okay" I addressed this in the gc but in my message I stated that I understood they may have been dealing with their own stuff but I did feel hurt by them not reaching out and it honestly push me to the edge and reminded of all the times they've done things that hurt me but I just swept under the rug this was my breaking point I just feel like I can't be friends with them anymore so I cut all of them off so far I've only had one of them reach out in regards of the end of our friendship which honestly I can say im not even surprised but once again I don't know what they having going on so their may very be a reason but I don't really care anymore so now I have no friends no teacher no hope all I really have are my feelings and my girlfriend and I can say I have come to peace with that for the first time in my life I can truly say I can stand on my own two feet without 888kult(name of the friend group) I really miss Ms.Weymouth and I don't think ill ever really be the same I remember the hours I would spend in her room as she would tell me to get out and go home I remember telling her about my girl drama and im really glad she was able to meet the love of my life before passing away ill miss that lady forever and Ill walk this new journey of life always missing her