28 | boy what the hell boy

Drawing everyone as ponies for now because I got into my little pony again LMAOO

anyways hi guys writing this for work and nervous as usual. I don’t know what to do about it ): Everytime I go in I feel like I need to ask for help too much. I am so tired of feeling less than compared to everyone else, but I know this is something I’m just gonna have to deal with for a while. I’ve been at this job for almost 6 months, I’m in school learning this stuff and I still feel so scared coming in.

When is it going to get better? Will it ever? I think I need to keep reminding myself that I shouldn’t let these things pull me down, and that I am capable of becoming a resilient person. Even if I have to encounter mean coworkers and patients, I don’t have to let it effect me. Again, it’s just hard!

tw homophobia

also for one of my classes at school got one of the most evil cartoon villain ass professors at my school. His classes so far feel like a fuckin sermon. He talked about how women with fertility issues should just “let it go”. Look I don’t mind hearing separate opinions, in fact I think it’s important that I do so I don’t get stuck in an echo chamber. For example, liked his arguments for anti-IVF on how it made it seem like it was turning life into a capitalist commodity for example were interesting.

HOWEVER, stating shit like “you’ll fix your infertility if you quit worrying” is just simply an unreasonable statement to make in front of multiple HEALTH majors.

not to mention a number of articles he wrote supporting conversion camp and outward homophobia when he kicked out a person from a religious club for being gay.

“they should keep those things private” my ass cheeks and balls 🙄🙄🙄 I was so appalled I almost needed to step out of the room.

Cant wait to leave this garbage school.