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I just realized this is my burner account so I can be more open It has been 4 -to 5 years we both have different views on how it ended but that does matter I had a chance to do something right I didn't know I was given another change and messed it all up. now I don't even know if we will ever talk again. it's been 3 days and still, nothing I'm trying my best but I really don't think there's going to be an end that I'm going too like here I'm just going to keep trying if it's meant to be then it is if not all I can do is say goodbye. I won't I'm lying to myself I might just die if we are being honest