Thoughts: Entry No.1

TW: mentions of cannibalism and other violent acts.

often I think about eating the ones I truly love and care for not in a affectonate biting way, in a way where I would rip the flesh and muscles off their bones, in way I could only describe as starving, its very hard to explain. I would never act on such thoughts but it does lead me to wonder what the flesh off of their backs would taste like, what their veins would look like spun on a fork almost like peices of spaghetti, eaten with such aggression and passion it could almost be seen as an act of true affection and care not a violent portrayal of hatred and disgust. To beable to tear apart their kidneys into peices just to shovel the mess into your mouth would feel like an honour like no other, to stab their teeth onto a necklace to wear as a symbol of you affection and devotion to them. Maybe at heart we're all like this but we don't want to admit to these heinous and taboo thoughts, but you must of thought about it atleast once.