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GOOOD MORNINGGGG o(≧∇≦)o

today so bored JSKDJSKJ IDK IF I SAID IT HERE but I got sick so now I have to take these meds and im actually getting pretty good compared with when it first started!!!! first night I couldnt sleep or eat because it hurted. but right now-----okay its that I went to swim AND STUPID things you know I got infected my ear AND IT WAS HORRIBLE but im glad it wasnt THAT bad because there was worse stages and mine was just light ..... so yeah. im pretty happy I can now enjoy life slightly normally again!!! 

last night I was awake till 6 AM,,, I was just not sleepy at all but good thing is that I had a lot of ideas for drawings and comics and stuff and I went on finished shit tooo JKSJDKSJD IT WAS A PRODUCTIVE NIGHT. I like this girl I mean not like, "like" like.... like in the way shes my best friend forever and I love her so much because she so cool fr WELL that night I just sent her a lot of stuff like usual ..... idk shes so cool she has like curly hair and shes tall AND THOSE ARE LIKE MY FAVORITE THINGS IN A PERSON!! she so pretty for real ... I like talking to her because shes so.......me but different JSKDJSK IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN but I think we're so cool together she my favorite friend ever imagine that I didnt liked her before????????? because I have this one friend im very possesive over and I love her and she cannot love anyone other than ME......thats what I think but I do let her talk with other people n stuff because I dont wanna be bad with her. WELL she has this habit of talking to new classmates and I dont like that because I get jealous ... I remember the girl I was talking about earlier told me she thought I was cool and wanted to be my friend but was scared because she thought I didnt liked her (I in fact didnt) BUT NOW SHES MY BEST FRIEND EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I know I sound like a bad person because of how I think but I try to be nice to people and I think im doing good so far!!! im feeling very happy these days ... maybe because its vacations???? but I really wanna go to school again ... not because of classes because we can all agree that theyre boring but I miss my little group of friends and hanging out with them during recess ... I have crayons and cool stuff, I wanna play with them!!!1 

the girl with curly hair ... I wanna go take her with me to the mall someday in august (even tho august is MY month) because I really like hanging out with my friends outta school!! im always the one who iniciates the plans ... its not that bad I guess. last year I took my other best friend to the mall and she was too..you know. too happy too touchy too hyperactive ... too much for my taste! and you know I get overwhelmed pretty quickly .. so I need to go around people that dont make me feel so stressed or annoyed.

the goverment gives me free money for some reason... and I can invest it on whatever I want! so this year first $50.000 im going to invest in garfield stickers..... you know, garfield stuff and also the mall thing. maybe coffee in college. 

theres this one machine in my college that gives little cup of coffee and I love the cappuccino it makes!!!!! it also gives me the right amount, since large coffees arent for me. I really like that type of food idk I used to get a donut and a large cappuccino... it was a great combo. in my college they also hand us snacks and stuff to go thru the day so I ate those too JKSKDJS I like food!!!!!!!1

Im not sure how life's going to be this year ... I hope good. I think id rather be depressed so I can enjoy little moments of joy instead of just being depressed, so i guess ill try my best to be super happy and grateful and stuff for everything because since im getting mentally older I get a little sadder, you know? but I guess thats just a fact of life ..

UGH BUT ALSO I DONT WANNA GO because theres this one kid I kinda dont like because hes super edgy and stupid and weird.............and he always asks me if im autistic .. I AM but I dont want HIM to know!! my best friend always tells him whenever I say "no im not autistic" and I hate that about her. 

but in the other hand ... I get benefits since my school asked that if I wanted I could go home at 1 pm instead of 3 pm because of that, so I guess thatd be a good flex to him.

guess I ranted too much KSJDKSJ now ill go draw comics and stuff since im practicing on it ...and thats that! good day!!!!!!!!!!!(*´▽`*)