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I am in need of so much money right now, but i can't ask anyone for help simply because i don't want to be a burden. I feel weak if i ask for or except money from someone. I cant afford my medication, bills, or groceries. It's just so embarrassing for me to be in a position like this. ugh. I'm trying so hard to be independent, but that's so hard to do when everything costs an arm or a leg.