ROMANCE IS BORING :44 !!!!!!

even if i miss it i'll never feel as free as I do now, even if my friends bond over crushes and date && shit, idk if i could ever do it. sometimes i feel like i want to tho, but wouldnt want the whole romance part. just sumone to hang w all the time and do sort-of couple stuff w.. just not romantic. like cuddling and watching a movie, everyones dream but noboduy does it NOT romantically.urggghghhh