love love love

I love the love. Isn't it curious? The feeling of feeling in love is always so new and magical, it feels delicate and tastes like strawberries and cream. Love is beautiful, like a spider web in the light of the moon or sunsets, we should all feel that way, right? Loved with strawberries and cloud kisses.

Ironically, I never felt loved in these seventeen years that I have lived, I never experienced such an experience, despite having loved with all my being. Maybe people get tired of being loved at some point, is it something silly or am I just blinded by loneliness and sadness? It's boring, everything is boring when no one loves enough. I would like that for once in my life, I could love with such incredible freedom and feel those nauseas of love. But not like that simple and simple love, I want the depth that comes from the purest part of the soul, that makes you cry and feel comfort in those same tears that flow. Is it asking too much? i just want a lover who i can love