what2 talk bout

what do i even write on these, ive been really out of it lately.. ive also been really high and jesus i cant even fathom the fact that i gained weight, im so upset abput it!q!!! gghhh i dont want to care its so stupid. anwyas ive recently been drawing a lot and its been more traditional rather than digital.. me and my best friend got new sketchbooks and were switching them. ever since we met eachother weve done this, every passing period during middle school we would switch sketchbooks and write notes and draw, it was a lot of fun and npw were bringing it back but this time its dedicated to just us, its been what 6 years since weve really done one of these they r really fun im enjoying doing this again. wanyways i dont think anything is too intresting right now, im trying to get my grades up and actually get them really good, i really believe in myself, and not only that im gonna be a senior next year ???!?q?!?! this is gonna be CRAZYYYY lets hope nd pray ima get my drivers license soon >0< im in class roght now its anout to end soon.. i want to write more but what do i even talk abouttttt i wish i was doing cooler things!11 i wish i could post art om here 

im in my 3rd oeriod now, ive been thinking about what to talk about and whats been oging on in my life lately.. for one i dont have a phone any more!! also song im currently listening to on the school computer isssss ahhh the orb of dreamers, one of my favorite songs since i was a kid, brings me the most nostalgic feeling in the world, its in my favortie vidoe game,, little big planet!! holy shit i cant even express how much i love and adore the little big planet games. i played them with my brother as a kid all the time and now i play them with my best friend, well one of them considering you cant even play LBP or LBP2 now you can only play the 3rd one online and evrytime i try IT DOESNT EVEN WORK!!!! anywyas the next song is abandonded plaza and its so GOOD my bestfriend showed me it he has the best taste in music omg. anywaysa back to my phone and why i dont have it,, so my phone has been screwed up for a while in the charging port and theres NOTHING i can do abput it and not even considering how OLD the thing is, which i dont mind AT ALL i simply just want a new phone SOOO BADDD,, ohh i just thought about how i recently finishe my book Suicide Notes, my best friend gave it to me as a christmas gift and it was SO GOOD, it had alot of sad parts but realy without them it wouldnt have been such a good book like it was. i really dont know how to explain it but you should def look it up!! oh yeah so recently ive been using my trap phone whihc i cant even use as a phone cause the way i got it is not the best :0 imagine that face as the one with teeth lines in it. 

so im trying to keep more track of my homework and my school more cause i am TIRED of failing and failing.. its tiring and i get in trouble for it much more than i used to. im trying to get into a different school in my area and graduate earlier and GET OUT OF HERE. school sucks and i cant stand it ANYMORE i want to get a headstart in my life and gonna learn more things in the psychology field things like that, not sure how to explain it but i think i know what i want to do, i love to help people regradless of anything i want to be there for other people, i also wnt to learn more on the human brain, emotions, behaviors, and what causes certain responses in peoples behaviors. i love to understand people, its nice to know whats going on with someone without being completely in their head, and its so good when someone knows what type of responses to say to another person, i love being able to understand and when people express how they feel to me, and i have some piece of advice for them and if they just need someone to listen to them i can do that too. i love taking care of people, i love to have a connection and to learn about others. i love to hear what challanges in life youve had to overcome, not only does it show me how strong of a person you are, it shows you how strong YOU are.

what has life brought to you?

"i think i need a little change" Steven Universe