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It started when i was 11. A friend of mine show me DOTBH (Mayhem pirate album cover) and since i was obsessed with gore. In the beginning it was only to go on Youtube and watching some car/domestic accident, then it was true crime story (i'm part of the true crime community but not in the fetishist way), then crime scene picture. But since like 4 years it's going on some website like reddit, see gore, best gore (when it was up i don't know if it's back), wpd and some other. Watching gruesome crime, accident, torture and self harm.
My gore addiction made me start sh. I don't have much suicidal toughts but i just like watching my body parts getting opened and the blood dripping in the sink. I like to burn my skin with sand paper. I like breaking my fingers while punching trees or hard walls.
I started to go in my local forest to find some dead animals. I took pictures of them and sometimes, when they are fresh i open them to watch. The smell is horrible but the inside of a living thing is fasinating.
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NeverNcolor_13
my heart goes out to you lil brah I don't understand but.... its not particularly healthy. stay strong and don't succumb to the weaknesses of your mind. If you want to be better, you will.
V
as someone who in the past had a very serious gore addiction for years; you will get through this, please dont go on sites to search out for it. My old addiction now effects my day to day life because of the trauma of horrific things i saw.
please stay safe
Subwoofer
Why do you say it like it's a good thing?
i'm not confy enough in english to make it sound as bad as it is
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Hope you overcome it
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