1/02/2024

Well, hello there!

it's been a while since i posted anything, I mean, not really expecting anyone to read this anyways but... i finally found a room for mysdelf and i've been living there since august 1st so since 7 months and let's say life has been quite "funny" lately... I quitted my job at the shop and now I'm focusing on university and basicaly babysitting/english tutoring kids, which for now is my revenue.

i feel way better than before even tho sometimes i really struggle to even get out of bed in the morning...i feel lonely, expecially drnig the week...as always my boyfriend is away (also i spent 20 days in Sweden/Finland in december! was magical!!) and my friends are not really hanging out much anyways so loneliness kicked in quite a few times... sometimes i feeel like my life lacks of a goal and i dont know what to do anymore to keep myself entertained.

But oh well it is what it is!

Managed to pass with 29/30 my last exam and im sort of "mad" with myself bc this is the 4th 29 i take in a row and makes me feel like i'll never be good enough to make it to 30/30...lots of my coursemates/friends tell me I'm exaggerating because 29/30 it's such an high mark but i still can't make myself feel at ease and in peace with it. Does this means i just gotta accept that i will never be accademically worth a 30? 

I'll be having another exam on the 21st february and an english test for the Erasmus+ project on the 12th! 

Anyways,

See you soon! 

-maggy <3