Birthday. . . 25.

It's officially my 25th birthday. February 1st to be exact. I'm not mad at it. I'm in my mid-20s. I just figured out a life plan. Something worth moving forward for. I can confidently say, I've been a deep depression or something much bigger than that for the past. . .well, maybe 11 years now, maybe a lot sooner, not sure when it started. but it would get worse, better, worse, better, in different ways according to circumstances obviously. I just have a lot to acknowledge, a lot to be grateful for, a lot to be sad for, a lot to grieve for, a lot to learn, unlearn, and it makes me emotional because . . . . I never seen my life passed 18, pass 21, I even extended my odds to 23. but here I am. I'm not sad about it. or happy. well, maybe slightly happy lol. I'm happy because I'm okay. I just need patience and grab life from the horns, balls, whatever. . . and tackle it down because I'm here for a reason. Witnessing so many deaths around me, what i hear, what i see, loved ones, friends, accountancies, even strangers also puts things into perspective. Everything will and can be over in an instance, its just a matter of time. 

It's time to be thankful, grateful & be happy.

Cheers to 25th and many more to come <3