I live for me

for what its worth I want you to know I don't hate you, its actually the opposite I love you a lot but I plan to become a better man , and I can't do that if I love you as much as I do. 

I know you might not care and that might not make sense to anyone else but, I can't be me when I love you because you don't love me like I love you and I continue to live for you . I dont wanna live for you anymore 

I want to live for me now . I want to experience better things and today I decided I only live for me