uuuh, soooo, update from my last post

It went as good as drinking clorox

my legs hurted a lot and not only did the school secretary didin´t let me in, she also called my parents (like, I get it, it´s normal to do so, but I already explained to her that I came walking to there and I could go back walking, too)

my mom had a idk-what attack (4th time I´ve seen her cry in my life smh) and my dad called me some things I´d rather not write in here. my sister doesn´t treat me any different tho and obviously my "parents" restricted me everything, even the TV.

(funny enough, they still allowed me to order the Scott Pilgrim comics when they said they didin´t wanted me to consume even the slightest violent stuff anymore, huh)

my mom had the fucking audacity to message him to stop talking to me and then said it wasn´t because I was talking to him at all, it was about "what stuff I was talking with him" (I was just recomending him a horror movie?!?!! wtf) and by some stupid reason they are sure that he wants to kidnap me and drug me and make me do child work !?!?! bitch go on and read all of our texts, you won´t find anything suspicious or even a single bit of grooming. not even the slightest. I´ve known him for 4 years, if he wanted to do something I´m sure he´d done it a long time ago.

my dad kept saying that he was going to put me in a pysch ward, thing I agreed on because I really feel like I need it. a lot. but at the end pf the day he jst said that he wasn´t serious and that it was a "joke")??? (it´s the 3rd time he says something abt the psych ward, so I was rlly hoping that he would do it)

anyways, my thigh hurts, my limbs are all covered in scars or bruises and I´m 2 seconds away from killing myself haha

-Alex