OSDD Rant Ig

Things are pretty messy at home with taking a new kid in (not a vent), however it's causing me (K) to front more, which honestly I have no issue with because I haven't been around front much lately and I feel bad about it, as our host was quite dependent on me. 

Currently, we are kind of moulded into each other as I write, which isn't out of the ordinary for us. I just have the every looming hunch that I will be front more often, and that will put pressure and stress on our host and his primary caretaker, which is going to make him freak out and call more headmates to front. 

As a protector and a gatekeeper, I'm pretty fuckin used to this and honestly it's chill because it's bound to happen, it just sucks that sometimes I can't do my job because the brain does it for me.

This blogging thing does make me feel super old however. Talk about 2008 emo LMAO

- K