Self love or self injury

i feel overloaded with stress

each day is suppose a blessing 

i think its a lie

maybe even just a pretty girl thing

i find things wrong 

as i stand nude before my shower

i find things wrong

why will no one be my friend 

i think about what i could have been

if i was just the opposite of myself 

would i be more appealing 

i see a pair of scissors

my time has come

to finally be perfect