THINGS ARE OK

 TODAY I HAD A JOB INTERVIEW AT SPENCERS AND I THINK IT WENT WELL. I REALLY HOPE I GET THE JOB. ITS BEEN A CHALLENGE GETTING INTERVIEWS IN 2 YEARS OF APPLYING TO PLACES EVERYDAY IVE ONLY GOTTEN 3 INTERVIEWS. I THINK ILL BE A GOOD FIT THERE. I KNEW ALOT OF STUFF ABOUT THE PRODUCTS THEY SELL THERE. I AM NOT A VERY SMART PERSON BUT I CAN WORK. I DONT WANNA OVERTHINK EVERYTHING BUT IM TRYING TO TELL MYSELF IT WENT WELL.

AS I WRITE THIS ITS BEEN 3 HOURS SINCE THE INTERVIEW AND ITS ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT. THEY SAID THEY WOULD CALL ME FOR A SECOND INTERVIEW. I WANT TO DO MORE IN LIFE SO HAVING A JOB WILL HELP ME DO THAT.

FISHTANK SEASON 2 WRAPPED UP AND NOW I FEEL EMPTY. I WAS IN THE FISHTANK CHAT EARLIER TALKING TO SOME OF THE GUYS. I LOVE FISHTANK SO MUCH. IT FEELS LIKE I ACTUALLY HAVE A FANBASE I BELONG IN. IVE ALWAYS LOOKED FOR A PLACE TO BELONG.

THINGS ARE LOOKING UP FOR ME. IM GOING TO SEE SNOW STRIPPERS IN APRIL.