I'm regretting alot rn

So I joined my theatre class UIL competition and I lowkey regret it. I joined cause I assumed they needed me and would think better of me if I did accept and I'm a people pleaser so obviously I joined XDDD and now I'm staying after school 4 times the week until 5 which honestly it isn't THAAAT stressful but I'm scared of slipping up and them hating me. The show so far is really good though. I really enjoy being with my friends and seeing them act. I just miss hanging with my boyfriend every other day. But oh well. I'll have to get used to that at some point.

I'm not sure what the music vibes are today, I haven't listened to music. Vibes today are chill ig. I feel pretty rn so that's all that matters.