'Demian'

I love the book, I hate the person I am. 

'Demian' explores the I, it looks for the implosion of our ideas, the looking of the true self, walking our own path, not the path we are 'supposed' to explore. 

I love the book, but still, I hate Demian because I can't be like him. There is something deep in me that won't let me be myself, I am a mistake. Demian makes me feel like I haven't tried enough, the worst part is he is right...