The days that pass and pass.

I miss the days where I didn't care about anyone's opinion or care if I looked stupid or ridiculous. Now I feel like I want to jump off a building almost everyday thinking i'm not good enough or something. Why? I'm not sure either. 

Today I was showing a picture of myself to my friend. This picture was taken around 6-7 ish years ago and I could see how happy I looked and honestly asked myself what happened to me and why I let myself get this bad. My friend mentioning I looked bald in the picture didn't help either, knowing I never like to put my hair up anymore due to others laughing at me and calling me bald with my hair up as a kid. 

We blame society but we are society. 

I'm not sure what else to put here today but I might write a blog everyday, its fun and I rarley have anything else to do anyway. 

-Harauvi