public diary : 002

its me realizing how hard this part of journey is going to be. having to cut people off that you thought were going to be in your life forever sucks. havent done this since the peak of 2021 but i guess it'll be good for me. I did grow alot though, i think i just forgot to reflect i just kept going. my problem is that when i meet somebody i get too attached to them. and then when its time for them to leave i jump to the next person, and repeat the cycle until i guess im forced to do better. like i am now. now i have to focus on myself and my goals which i was already doing but now i gotta go 2x harder. ima be working twice as much because that what i do to distract myself until i cry myself to sleep. but its cool i know ill be okay! theres also going to be mad entrys cus this is fun and better than writing.