He would never find this blog (not in a million years) so it's basically a public diary.

Isn't love beautiful? One day you talk to your best friend all night and the next you just want to tell him how you really feel. A pity that life is not a fairy tale.

I see him and I can't help but wonder, will one day be able to tell him what I feel?

I think about it and whenever there is an opportunity I don't do it. He has an attraction with girls, he is practically a magnet. He is a south pole and I seem to be one too because I seem to repel him.

My feelings for him happened a few months ago and I still can't get him out of my head... Although it's probably remorse for what I did...