Entry 9: 300

Everyday, I find myself stuck in places where I don't have control over myself and then I find something that I take an interest in and suddenly that takes over my mind and spirit. Most people I know say that it sounds suffocating but I am happy with it, when I dedicate my life to small things like Evangelion or Art, I feel like I do have control over my life and I am allowed to like things without caring about others' opinions. Some weeks where I am completely filled with anger and nothingness at the same time but I still be doing the best I can to be better cus Evangelion exists and I always feel like I wanna create smth.

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