CATTS

(i really feel safe telling this online bc i really cant talk about this to nobody)

well recently my cat molly died so, im gonna left here a description of her an her brother curry and thinks that happend to me relates to them

well fist my cat molly was very shy and just interacted with me and my family but she was afraid of my mom, she always spent time with me, she was my everything, my life turned around her, i always listened mitski with her, she really loved mitski, in january 19 of 2024 my neighbor dogs killed her at dawn, i feel so bad, if i havent opened my dorm door that nigth she would not have escaped through the window of the living room  so she would still alive, 

A few days ago my cat Curry also escaped, I couldn't find him and I asked my dad for help to find him but he yelled at me and I started crying and then he yelled at me for crying and locking myself in my room, in the end I found him

a 2 stray cats has always come to my backyard since i adopted my cats, is weird bc they look the same as them and they dont let me stay near them, today curry escaped so when i go to take him inside i see the copy of molly near him and i dont know if i didnt see in ok but i swear i saw mollys collar and im starting to question if she stills alive i know it sound crazy bc if she would she would come back and i know it would hurt me more if i think she stills alive but i cant help myself to think that but the way that cat looked at me was strange idk, i feel bad for thinking she is alive but i could never know if thats true bc when we send her to be cremated we asked them to give us the collar but they said she didnt have a collar and thats... weird, idk I'll update yall if anything happens. im srry if my english isnt the best but im trying

26-04-24
its have been a while since the last time i wrote anything here, i been crying a lot for molly lately, i wish she was with me now