why people we desire are the wrong ones to like?? + big story time

OKKK so this is going to be a little long with this story but let's go,I have a group of friends, we were inseparable, let's name them girl 1, girl 2 and girl 3, me and girls 1 and 2 are friends for looooong dates, and girl 3 we met at a party. girl 3 got close to girl 2, and they became best friends, girl 1 and I became basically inseparable over time, but we always went to girl 3's house to spend the day and do things. As time passed, girl 3 revealed herself, and ended up ending her friendship with girl 2 and girl 1, so who was left??? Yeaaahh me. I kept going to this girl's house, and she started talking to this guy who she said was really nice (yes he really was), so she found his best friend for me, ok that was really good because I ended up developing a feeling for this boy I was dating, it was something very interesting because we went out and did couples things together. 

But since nothing is a bed of roses, she also ended up cheating on him and keeping half of the things they had bought together, me and this boy's best friend were still together and this was all so perfect for me, I was like AHHH I AM SO SATISFIED WITH MY LIFE (because he really was my type). This ex of girl 3 was a school friend of girl 1, in a matter of time girl 3 was alone again (but now without friends or a boyfriend), I ended up moving away from her too, because I heard rumors that she said she didn't like me HUHHH >:^ , and as I didn't want to get a bad reputation for being her friend, I ended up moving away (everyone who knew her didn't like her, because she was fake)

 Uhmmm  okay continuing, Girl 1 and I started to be invited by Girl 3's ex to mini parties, meetings with other people and such, and everything was fine with me, it was great, I had a really good friendship with him, we sat and talked like really friends They do, and it's ok....but since nothing is a bed of roses part 2 lmaoo, me and the boy I was dating we broke up because he actually cheated on me with someone else, it hurt me a lot, but we didn't talk more. After that, girl 3's ex had gotten back together with another ex of his (WHICH IS NOT GIRL 3) let's call this girl Mady, Mady was a girl who studied at the same school as him and Girl 1, he seemed like a person super faithful, always worried about her and what she thought, but this girl moved to another state and they ended up breaking up, as a result, a friend of girl 3's ex was interested in girl 1, who we were neighbors and best friends with, They wanted to see us in our condominium, but girl 1 had already gotten sick of this boy and didn't want to talk anymore. 

The moment she sent a message saying that girl 3's ex wanted to see me I got a little scared, I was suspicious like "huh??? he wants to see me with a friend of his who literally likes my friend??" but ok, I let it go, this happened a couple of weeks ago, and yesterday I posted some stories and he liked them AHHAHAJSKSKJSHS I freaked out, because I'm not going to deny it, he's very hot... and faithful??? something I don't see in many guys out there.... I talked about it with my friend, but she said she wouldn't think it was a good idea to risk it, because we were both very good friends with Mady, and we already went to her house and were given a really good reception, and I'm not lying, I would feel a little bad thinking about it. like that, but at the same time I'm like "bro, this guy is a temptation like AHHGG" (I'm holding my nerve so I don't do something I shouldn't do) besides, the girl is in another different state....but I have Remember to be considerate!!!, Now I don't know what to do, whether I should forget about it or take a risky step 

ahhh And talking about girl 2, she had started dating then moved away from us (I also have a story about a boy she liked and this guy literally fell in love with me) maybe I can do another blog about that???? ¿?¿¿¿, I will think  This was a really big mess involving crying and fighting 

If you read this far, a kiss  for uuu *3*