i don´t know

I hate to feel that again...I hate to repeat it...but I knew it was the same...but I still had the hope of.... that something could change... what a fool I was... but... I feel that thing that I thought I had forgotten... but I don't know how to forget it... or erase it... 

That's why I always knew that .... this thing called "love" is not for me... even though I want it so much...