School skiing trip '24 summary

I realized I like white yogurt

I wrote two new poems

I got called slurs by other school’s kids

My friends think I want to make everything unfunny (I said they should be quiet, because I have no need to talk with the teacher and the hotel workers at 2 AM)

I didn’t meet most of my goals

I couldn’t sleep, but when I did I had nightmares

My mom went through my room when I was away

I was alone on the ski lift for two (I was the only one ; I’d say the ratio could be like 8:1)

My friends sasid I’m too hard to get along with, because I didn’t want to listen to them shitig on me because of how I eat for the sixth time that day

I chose the smaller group to ski in, so I can enjoy it more, tho it wasn’t the group my friends chose. They said I am antisocial

probably pedo future teacher

I asked my friends no to talk about my eating habits (and other problems), so they stoped talking to me at all

The girl I was best friends with for over 5 years replaced me for one other girl (I’m not mad, she just forgot I exist the time she saw her in September 2022) and two boys; they both crush them both. The problem: Both of them don’t talk about the boys in the best way and alwayys say how bad they are, but than go and spend time with them. Now I am scared what they’re saying about me

I almost fainted, because I forgot I’m actually trying to recover (I ate under 370 calories and then skied for 5 hours)

I fell in the snow and slided down like 50 metres, one boy (one of those my friend has a crush on) laughed at me and than fell too

I brushed my hair once that week

I had an panic attack and cried in front of everyone, because the cook (very nice guy) poured melted butter on my mashed potatoes