⚝ 002 ﹒01.26.24 ﹒🌻

writer: 🌻 morgana !

uhm . hello chat . i have no idea how to write a blog . 

in fact i was completely unaware eye had one until meye alarm when off on meye phone like " blog writing time !! " like . ok . context i havent fronted for like two weeks n apparently eye only got this acc like 3 days ago . so this is Not my fault . 

anyways uhm . 

hi i'm morgana . shi / bruise prns . i like yellow . thts all u need 2 know ab me . thumbs up . 

uhhhh topic ig i like writing . writing is so cool . azalea wrote a lot last night bc zhey were working on a carrd for zheir source / meye oc and its like wow . brains can rlly just think of things n put it into words sometimes . eye love writing a lot eye wish eye could do it like all the time but alas this brain only has so much space and its already full of ppl lol . ( this is a JOKE ) . 

but srsly i think eye should try to get in the habit of tryna write smthn creative once everyday . it'd be good 4 like memory n good for creative juices bc then eye can create more things and eye love creating things . tbf eye have a little bit of an obsession w creating thngs but thts none of UR business lol .

uhhhh body's brother is sick rn , he's missed like 3 days of school at this point which is weird to eye bc this is the family member that like Never gets sick and here he is literally bedridden 4 days . its weird n i dont like it ! hope he gets better soon so we can get back in the routine of eye being the one who gets sick all the time and he'll just make fun of eye or smthn .

eyem very tired . the fibro is rlly kicking ass today bc eye didnt even go to sleep that late but eye still couldnt stay awake properly until like fuckin 2 pm . eye've stopped takin all meye meds for a bit just to test n see if any of them also benifit eye in keeping eye awake , n so far it seems no it was just meye adhd meds that've been keepin eye up . 

was talkin w the memory manager in-sys and its like . no one rlly Remembers the past few days aside from azalea making carrds . like eye know it happened , the managers know What happened , but like its not a memory so much as a fact of living . its weird . but like i Had to talk w them bc being gone from front 4 2 weeks means i missed a lot of stuff LOL . 

anyways uhm im just chillin rn . plannin on drawin smthn later . dunno what m gonna draw , but i wanna do some style studies . hopefully eye can get back in the swing of drawing more often as well ... eye missed drawing . fav copin skill and creative medium . just struggling w confidence n energy 4 it rn . 

hoping eye can get up 2 get some food in a bit . body is very sore fsr but eye need 2 eat so . eye struggle w that so much its annoying . eye know eye Need 2 eat , eye Want 2 eat , but i cannot get up 2 actually go n get food bc the body is just in pain . 

shoutout to my disabled brethren and beings who just say fuck it we ball . ur the real ones . 

i should probably also work on pk and simplyplural tbh . eye need to update some info so eye dont lose track of everyone . its smthn i never Mind doing but get tired of doing v quickly . 

bro intrusive thoughts r wild . i am fr just sitting here n the brain is rlly like " u wanna think ab smthn so gross it makes u physically recoil ? " n its like wow ! no thanks at all actually ! 

i am just ranting ab whatever comes to mind specifically bc azalea's blog post was rlly long n i refuse to let zhem outshine me bc im just better in every way . 

uhhh for now i got nothin else tho so i might update this later . gonna try n do some creative writing . 

yippee . 

3:16 pm