e | ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁ִ fxck everything ;;

I tried to be th good little girl my mom always wanted me to be. I tried to be calm smart kid my dad intended me to be.

I. Tried. So. Many. Times.

And now that this deal was offered to me, I just couldn´t say no to that. 

"Behave yourself until the end of semester, get good grades and take care of your siblings. If you do that, we´ll enroll you again in your old school" 

And I really wanted to go along with that, be the perfect bxtch for 3 months and I could be with my friends and loved ones from the past and graduate with them. 

I was going to push myself to be a goddamn robot for this.

But you had to throw it everything away. I don´t care about a new phone. I don´t care about clothes nor makeup. I. WANT. HIM. BACK. I want to spend my last days of this stage of life with him, with my friends, with the people I´ve known for oh, all my life.

So I decided to fxck it all up and probably get grounded until 18.

I made a plan. A plan to go to my old school and spend all the day with them. I even prepared a B plan if the principal didn´t let me in (I´m not going to break in nor do something illegal, dw) I know my parents will go mad crazy and be full of rage when they find out... 

but that´s the plan.

Extreme problems require extreme solutions.

I´ll notify you how it went.

-Alex