growing up

the most horrible tragedy in life is realizing you're growing up. you're no longer someone else responsibility. you have to choose your new path in life, but people are no longer gentle; they stop teaching you. AND you can't go cry in someone's lap because you're expected to be able to fix your problems alone. 

even if you're not ready for all that yet, time does not wait for anyone. PLEASE I NEED A BREAK AAAAAAAAAA 

plus, imagine that "growing up" phase being skipped because of a pandemic HSHDHAS i was just being an alt girlie, learning how to do the sickest eye makeup while making tiktoks and then OUT OF NOWHERE i have to figure out what to do with my life???? can we just pause 4 a sec pls