why i'm staying

When you said you didn't want to talk to me anymore, just "gossip" about your ex, I felt so bad about it. I really thought we would try to be "us" again, but I was wrong, you just wanted to enjoy a part of me, now you try to disconnect without giving me reasons, making me feel all the guilt, damn we couldn't just stay It's okay to try one more time, to build the tower that you always destroyed and blamed me for, making me feel bad, but the biggest problem is that even after this happening a million times, I still go back and try again. Maybe I'm digging my own grave, but I can't let go of this halfway through, it's so hard.