I can’t keep looking at you if all i see is my own misery

I’m trying to not become friends with you again 

 still remaining my space and place 

You lure me in every time getting my hopes up 

Then leave me with animosity as soon as i try 

To return the favor 

You knew everything i ever loved 

Except yourself but you still lead me on 

Why cant you look at me 

Are our wounds matching 

Surely we both cant still be bleeding 

Do you still have the knife

Best friends Exfriends doomed before it started partners

You know i have a problem letting go 

So why so you keep picking at the stitches 

Knowing we’ll both get hurt 

My mom misses us 

False hope we'll be back together 

She doesn’t know how we were in the moon light 

I’m the king of bad ideas 

But i know when to not go searching for monsters and fairytales 

Trouble is always on the horizon when you are my sun and stars 

A girl named a boy 

Should've been a warning to my broken heart 

Do you still think of me when you're with him

Do you still have the same friends 

Or can no one replace me 

We could've had a good life together 

A good life 

But now all we have is that stupid song 

I wrote for you back then 

When will it be safe from us 

I still miss you in the evening 

Cant even look at you in morning

Did you know I started drinking 

To stop pain from you 

While I miss our calls late night 

I still want you green 

Amy winehouse makes amazing music 

I think you would enjoy it 

Cause thats all we are now, right? 

Music recs with ulterior motives 

That album you sent was amazing 

(Its not fallout boy but not everyone can be )

Did you mean every word in it 

Does your bf know the stuff you send me when no one is looking 

Do you still want to kiss me or has that been long off the table 

I’m not saying i do but it would be nice to know 

I wish i could say goodbye forever 

But i wont see you until i least expect it

My midwestern snow, the deadliest black ice 

The unrequited love i will never know

- yours truly, 

Bomby Dommi

(Ps. I still use the nickname you called me yw)