First dream log

Well... here goes nothing. If anyone happens to read this, hi! I've been meaning to start writing on here for a long time now. I dont know why i havent tbh. but being back in school and writing essays has gotten my mind racing and i think im ready to start. The dream im going to be talking about is from about a week ago. Super vivid.. its like i was really there. Anyways lets get into it. 

This dream started out like any other... me getting chased. Why? By who? Couldn't tell ya. But all i know is im getting chased and its life or death. As im running down this seemingly never ending hall way i begin to hear a familiar voice calling out to me from a door to my left. It was my grandma...crazy thing is she died in 2013..and i knew this in my dream. Regardless i had a gut feeling that i could escape from whatever was following me if i went in. So i did. This doorway led me to her old apartment. Where i would spend every afternoon after school watching novelas with her as a 11 year old. This brought back soooo many memories. 

The things about these dreams i have is that i can feel everything...emotions, pain, etc. i feel it all. I started crying, i miss her so much and this really brought back so many memories. I could feel myself actually crying like laying in my bed crying but i was also there in the doorway to her apartment..crying. 

As i entered her old apartment i realized it still looked lived in. Like she was still there, alive and well. I walked into her bedroom and there she was. Laying in bed...she had just woken up. She smiled when she noticed i was there and called me over for a big hug. It all felt so real. I could feel her silver long hair, the smell of her perfume. 

Was she visiting me? Did i really hug my grandma in the dream realm? Did she really help me escape what was coming after me??

I like to believe that she was allowing me to visit her, that maybe she was missing me and wanted to see how i was doing. or maybe she did save me from whatever was chasing me....