A <3

i so so so so so so so so so like this kid. Like A LOT. my heart races for him…cringe but i do not care. he’s absolutely amazing and so sweet. he’s perfect. i really thought i would never find a sweet guy like him. i thought it was just lazy stupid boys left for us to fix. but nope. some of them actually know how to live life and aren’t idiots. but i really miss him. like a lot. he makes me so happy. my heart is racing just thinking about him right now. i always like looking at him and wonder if he really is mine. he thinks im crazy when i do but i really can’t help but just admire him. he’s the first guy to actually treat me good and appreciate me for who i am. not shame or make fun of me. he actually has fun with me. he listens to me and remembers things. i know I’ll have a difficult time letting go if he ever leaves. so lets hope he never leaves me ^_^