satanismm !! :3

recntly i am getting ineterest in a new religion... stanism!! but i dont kow if i should sart or even How start. becuz my family is like.. sooo religious and that sucks. i mean, it doesnt suck, but it sucks that they dont approve it and scold me for that.... ugh. id undertsand anythinggg helppppppp waht should idooo and hoooowwwwwwwwwwww imgonnakillmyselfsoon

btw, 2day is 01/24/24 :3