me and the internet - 24/01/2024

i feel like ive been obsessed with the internet since i came out the womb tbh. i love everything about being online. its a safe space for me even though it sucks sometimes, or a lot of the time. its hard to be unbothered by things i see or people i talk to. the internet made me who i am and im grateful for my access to it. in some ways it probably changed me negatively but i guess i cant be sure thats the internets fault.

for a while i deleted my social media and i thought it made me happy but i think i just ended up isolating myself and losing my connections with others. i miss my younger days where i would just play roblox all day, falling for robux scams and getting mad. or listening to panic at the disco on soundcloud, playing kissing and dress up games on girls go games. 

i miss my virtual world games like free realms, wizard 101, fairy hollow, cars, everything really. those were my favourite type of game when i was growing up. i have so much nostalgia thinking about them now :) anyway i dont have much left to ramble about so im leaving it here :) i guess this will be like my little online diary for everyone to see. i like dumping my thoughts :3

bye bye !