The problem with be interested in multiple subcultures but not being part of one

I love my weirdness but at the same time I hate it; and I don't mean it in the way that people exclude me or talks shit about me, but in the way that I know I love things that 'normal' people consider weird or dislike, the problem is my appearance, I look normal, and that is a great disadvantage because just people with a boring taste come to me, they aren't interesting (they are swifties or reggeaton fans). And yes maybe the solution is to talk with people that look awesome but I don't have social skills at first, so, I don't know how to talk, what to say or not to appear too weird. I love goths, punks, metalheads.