i only lucid dream

whenever i dream, i start off oblivious then i’ll realize its a dream. recently my dreams have been about fucking fortnite creative and making pvp maps. what the hell is wrong with me. why cant i lucid dream a scenario where im happy. does anyone else only lucid dream? ive never gone out of my way to practice lucid dreaming it just comes naturally. unrelated but spacehey is blocked on my school laptops :<. blogging on browser on my phone cuz hell yeah.