i'm new doing blogs + babbling about society

well, this kind of things never were part of my childhood bc i was way too young to even have an ipad. Since i knew what myspace, emos and scene kids were i wanted to live in those years, but then i remember how dificult it was to have that style in those years and all the bullying and i forget that feeling of wanting. Bc yeah, the aesthetic was awesome, but let's not forget that those styles weren't very acceptable by society. 

So, yeah, i dont know how this works but i wanted to tried anyways, probably i'll forget about this in a few days like the books i've wrote in wattpad but i know nobody would care about it, it's 5 am, i haven't sleep anything, and my whole schedule (or however that word spells) it's upside down. This vacations i've been very fucked up and i don't even know what to do with my life. Even how i spend the money has changed, before i saved for stickers, pins, posters and shit like that, now i save money for food. Capitalism is a bullshit and we live in a fucked up system where the worker only works to make the rich richier (or however the word spells again) and not to provide enough money to live. These are times when i just say "i don't want to grow up, i just want to be 7 again when life looked way much easier than now that worry about where i'll work to get money when i turn 18", way too specific? idc. I just had a deja vu writing this lol.

Anyways, my life was fucked up the moment i failed maths twice and decided that i'll study to be a voice actor. I hate this society where everyone always cut the wings of the artist, i just want to earn money doing the things i love, drawing, acting, writing. One more step and i'll be punk, i absolutelly adore and support the movement ideas, i even met one irl, they just said "i like your hair", but that made my whole day, week, month and year. I'll find you punk person that complimented my hair when i went to see the fnaf movie, AND WE'LL BE FRIENDS 

So thank you for reading this, if you read this shit of teenager thoughts, good morning, afternoon whatever it is, sorry for the spelling mistakes, and remember, you're important, and you're an essential part of history.