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Having a partner who loves your insecurities is such a game changer. I’ve never experienced something like it before and I really like it. When I was in elementary school, i used to get bullied a lot for my bushy eyebrows and my body. People were always commenting on my brows. It was a nonstop cycle. At one point I even got called the red angry bird because he also has bushy brows. I cried that day and I always hated my brows. It came to the point where I started to get them done. I started to get them done when I entered middle school. I hoped for a new beginning with less bullying. My body was the same but nobody commented on it besides my family. My girlfriend loves my brows. She loves them sm she hates when I touch them and try to clean them up. She says she likes my bushy brows and It makes me feel a different type of way. It makes me feel good. To think there was actually someone who likes my brows bushy. It was one of my top insecurities and it’s like she’s kissing it away. I’ve came to think “well if she likes them, I’ll keep them like that” I don’t have to worry about fixing them anymore because no one else’s opinion matters more than my girlfriends. The same thing goes for my body. I hate it. I’ve always hated how fat I looked and how ugly I was. I was constantly being made fun of by my family to the point where it was all I could think about. I always cried because the people who were closest to me were the ones who were hurting me the most. I’ve lost weight since then but i’m still a little chubby but I hate it just as much but thats not the point. My girlfriend always compliments me every chance she gets. She always likes to poke my stomach or play with it and also blow raspberries on it. It’s really sweet to see that she loves the parts of my body that I hate the most. She makes all my insecurities disappear. It’s like she’s putting a bandaid on my wound. Healing it. With her help, I’ve been able to accept myself a little more and love myself. There’s still so many insecurities I have that she doesn’t know about but It’s somethings I’m not just ready to reveal yet. I’ve never told anyone in my life and I’ve never planned on it but I have hope that she would accept me and love me no matter what it is. I know after reading this she’s probably curious and wants to know but I just need time to come around. <3 i love my girlfriend, Thank you for being the best girlfriend I could ever ask for. You’re all I ever wanted and I hope you continue to take good care of me ❤️

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