trust

Lately I’ve been thinking about myself and the things my parents tell me. My mom always tells me im too confianzuda. I never really saw what she meant or what she was talking about but now I’m starting to realize. I’m way too easy.. I be trusting people so quickly without even knowing them. I start pouring my whole life out to people not even knowing who they are fr? I could know them for a few months or weeks and say “oh thats my friend” girl no that is not your friend… like my mom is so right. I’m so quick to trust somebody n get close with them not knowing anything about what their intentions are or what could happen and then when things actually happen to me I act surprised n say bs like oh “they would never do rhis to me” or “why would they do this I thought we were close” the truth is nobody is your damn friend… as much as I wanna believe they are its just reality.. I be so buddy buddy with people not knowing that they hate my guts n are probably praying on my downfall like ???? I need to wake tf up .. like sure it’s ok to talk to people and say you know them or some shit but I have to be careful with the people I get close with and trust private information with.. cause im tired to being so damn confianzuda with people. I be giving them so much trust to hold when they don’t deserve that shit like 💀 I need to go back to keeping everything private and not telling people about my life.. I’m making myself more vulnerable to people and easier to play with. I’m sick of being taken advantage of and being betrayed so atp i’m gonna start not trusting anybody at all and start being hard to get through. I need to put a lock on all my personal info n not open up to people so easily. I need to make sure I KNOW these people before I trust them with my life.. I don’t know why it took me so long to realize this n i remember always thinking my mom was overreacting but turns out she was right. As they say “mother knows best” or sum shit 

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