random

Lately I feel like I’ve been having these random waves of like confusion and emptiness. In these moments I be feeling like I’m losing myself and I just feel so confused about certain things. Every time I get these I always go silent and I start spacing out n like having random needs to just cry. Listen Im a major crybaby. I cry over anything and everything like i’m js so damn sensitive it annoys me just as much as it could annoy anybody else. Sometimes i wonder how my gf deals w a crybaby like me. Isn’t she constantly annoyed by it? That’s the type of things i wonder but I know it’s probably not the case because she’s reassured me countless times and ofc I believe everything she says to me but yk? I don’t ever wanna come off as too much or annoying. Knowing the type of person I am its inevitable. I dont know whats wrong with me and why I’ve been crying sm lately or why im always on edge. I’m not sure if it’s because I have so much bottled up it’s starting to become too much or if its because I’m just a fucking crybaby n Im weird 🧍🏻‍♀️

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