to young to think, to old to do nothing

I should be doing homework and college assignments, but there's no way I can concentrate.

In public college, you can't be lazy and childish, but I can't say something bad because, at least, I'm not paying anything for it.

Just 17 is enough to choose the one thing you're going to do the rest of your life, and if you want a break, that is not an option. So deal with it.

But I love spending time at college; I'm doing decent at my grades, and I have friends, but there's something inside me saying that I don't belong there, that I'm the thing they can't ignore. And to be honest, college makes me feel dumb.

I am just waiting for hell to end. I have my computer, my glasses, and the internet to get through it, and I hope that if you see this, whoever it is, I love you in a platonic way. <3

Musical recommendation of the day: So Beautiful - DPR IAN🎧