i dont feel right, and i wanna to share because i cant keep it anymore

( my first lenguage its not english, so i apologize if i write something wrong)

i feel so much angry, i wanna broke the walls, burn the doors, crash my head into a window, and bleed until i die. I have no friends, well i have, but they are not good friends, never listens and always talkin about themselfs, not lettin me say nothing, and if i say something that bothers me, they get angry 'cause "i dont listening to them". my family its not the excepcion, they never listen, never paying me attencion, they dont give a shit about me. Always screaming at me, treating me bad, everything i do, is a reason to be angry at me, everything i say its a reason to fight. Some times i feel like i am the problem, am i? idk. 

im gonna make this clear, just in case, i would never kill myself, despite everything i am so in love with life, and i wanna have a future, but i cant with this, i dont know what to do, i have no one and i do nothing but cry all day.