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So guys you know how in my profile it says "the notebook i lost 4 years ago" in the who I'd like to meet bit?

Well I still can't find it and I've been thinking about what it would be like if I were to turn back time and meet it for the first time again. Like if all of the pages were blank and I was yet to be influenced by certain things, and yet to read certain things. I love that book. It just like reflects a time where I was very, very different. I was like 11 and I read the poetry of William Blake and started to rely on certain people less. I miss those people now but I'm glad that we've all grown up a bit.

But anyway, yeah, the book. There was this story about a community of fairies that lived in the trees in my school that I wrote in there. And it was so funny writing stuff and showing it to people. And my drawings! I could barely draw but I had so much fun putting the sketches of the fairies together. I lost it in and around lockdown, which is a completely different thing that I'll talk about another time, but I wrote during lockdown too. I started three chapters of a story on my dad's old typewriter

I also lost my copy of Anne Of Green Gables which is sad, but it's only in the depths of my room so it will be seen again.

I'd never usually write something this long lmao but I just thought I'd give a backstory of sorts.