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TW: TALK OF MENTAL HEALTH & S3LF H@RM 

i fucking hate alternative school man. this shit is actually making me miserable. they metal detect you before your even allowed to walk in and you aren't allowed to wear jackets even though it gets cold as FUCK in there and my anorexic ass be FREEZING, i'm not allowed to wear my damn letterman. i just sit in a damn desk all day doing mindless assignments on a computer. and the other kids there are so damn transphobic it's like i'm in middle school all over again. i started c*tting again because i feel so fucking numb. every day is so god damn repetitive and i miss my friends. my therapist asked if i'd been $hing and i literally just lied to his face. 'cause otherwise he'd tell my mom and she doesn't even care if i c*t myself. she just yells and cusses at me and says i'm ungrateful. i don't want to go to school tomorrow i don't want to do anything anymore. i wanna hide in my bed forever. i fucking hate my life.